Today IS the First Day

It seems that I have come to what I hope is the end of an unfortunate forfeiture of time yet fortuitous crossroad in my life and faith. Despite all efforts to live with work-arounds, I must finally learn to love myself if I am to escape the abyss of daily despair I recklessly fight. Years of prayer, research, training, self-study, and personal evaluation, have yielded the same hopeless results--an inability to escape or excuse the practice of condemning myself. Only GOD can help me now. I am at the end of a long rope that shortens each day. It is time to learn what it means to live free of condemnation. It's only cure and my only hope? Unexplainable love and absolute acceptance. The journey for a new freedom begins!